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.Wednesday, June 25, 2008 ' 1:10 PM Y
so i wake up and i switch on my handphone, Thomas, Melvin and Tarcy message me.. den i jiu reply to them one by one.. that ofcoz de hor.. haha.. den tracy ask me faster to go check.. den i on my comp.. online my MSN, Iril jiu chat with me.. say i check my result le ma.. i told him not yet.. comp sot sot de..

IriL : laopo
IriL : u pass your exam?
Cindy: cant login yet
Cindy: T_T
IriL : XD
IriL : y
IriL : 4get ur password?
Cindy: my comp sot le la
Cindy: i dun have 4get lehz
Cindy: send me the web
IriL : go search ler
IriL : i also dunnoe
IriL : hah
Cindy : =.=
IriL : power
IriL : i wish u fail
IriL : lol
Cindy: i hate you!!!
IriL : ok
IriL : gud
IriL : heee
IriL : sure pass leh
IriL : all my fren pass der
IriL : everyday pon sch also pass
IriL : t.t
IriL : nb
IriL : go check h ah
IriL : tata
Cindy: bye

bad Iril.. =.= i gonna kill you.. wahahaha.. hmmm but i have pass.. although not that good.. but i still pass.. ^^ over here also want to congratulstion (恭喜) to 亲爱的, 他拿到好成绩。恭喜恭喜!muackz.. and congra to me too.. ^^

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ' 2:13 PM Y
this week got alot of thing to do.. like yesterday evening, the air con mans came and help us clean our air cons.. haha.. they clean about 1 hours plus lidat.. cleaning our 4 air cons.. so clean den still help us put gas in our air con coz my mummy say our aircon no gas le.. hmmm den funny too.. but i dun like.. haha.. den he still chat with me and my mummy.. den today is new television come, my parent bought it.. cost thousand plus plus.. they say can connect with laptop de.. hmmm dunno real anot.. haha.. den my parent also go buy lot of equip for that new tv.. even the tv screen cleaner also bought, which cost $60 plus den that weir cost $90plus.. this month is the month that my parent spend lot of money.. haha..

hmmm just now packing my drawer den half way through, my mummy came in.. lie on my sister bed and ask lot of questions.. den she jiu ask about my bf, den jiu say dao my ex.. =.= she not yet forget his name.. her memory so good.. den she jiu ask, he never ask you go out marhz.. i have nope.. why ask me go out lehz.. i have stead le lehz.. and he is Thomas.. haha.. hmmm my ex have asked me go out before but that last year.. haha.. Long ago, but i didn't go.. den last Saturday heard that he will go out with them, but i also didn't go.. haha.. why my mummy want to talk about him.. i wan to forget him. OMG!! i hate pplz saying about my unhappy things.. when she ask me, i use all the strength to answer her, den my eyes side got tear gonna flow down.. den i faster go to toilet.. haha.. so plz dun talk to unhappy things and my dislike topics..

chatting with one of my online frenz.. i say i have BF le and he still ask me can stead with him.. hor!! he crazy de marhz.. i think he looking for girl to sex with him ba.. chey.. find wrong girl le.. and i wont flirt lor.. i hate pplz to flirt.. den chatted with my other online frenz, chatted with him for 1 hours plus.. chatted with him always about pplz.. haha.. he always tell him new things, very interesting but he write dao too long, a bit blur.. hehe.. but interesting.. =D

yesterday night i cry too.. hai.. tell my sister about my frenz, say dao i cry out.. because of someone saying something i hate.. idiot.. i hate pplz to say me.. please, before say other pplz, look at yourself.. dun think you are good or perfect.. you have also got a lot of problem not yet solve le.. so mind your on business FIRST.. settle your problems completely den you can go and mind others pplz business.. 懂吗!

i hate crying la.. stop making me cry.. i crying for 3 days le lehz.. den every morning wake up, eyes so pain and tired.. i tired now.. i wan to stop everything around me..

谁是我的好朋友?你们在哪里?我还要等多久。

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Monday, June 23, 2008 ' 2:00 PM Y
i listen to this background song i have in this blog song name 怕什么 from Jolin.. this is my fav song.. yesterday night was a bad day for me.. i cry until i fall asleep.. i have a tiff with my best frenz and my mummy.. my best frenz who i nozz very long years le i tiff with him/her.. i trust him/her alot, i tell him/her all about my problems, hmmm not all la, some only.. haha.. den yesterday very weird lehz, suddenly he/she told me things that i dislike.. is he/she okiie? what did he/she met yesterday.. why sudden change so much.. i want you to be back to last time i knew you.. dun care what i say to you.. it all my angry words.. you make me cry when you tell me that.. you take my words for real.. i cry finish, my mummy jiu come in my room keep nagging at me about ???? den i jiu start crying again when she went out of my room.. lucky it dark, nobody can see me crying.. i dunno why i want to cry coz just only nagging nia.. it no big deal.. very strange very strange.. i hate crying coz whenever i cry, i will get headaches.. and now my head still pain.. and also i still crying now.. i dunno why i should cry, is it my running water tap didn't close off completely marhz.. or still not yet dry.. WHY!!! i wan to stop crying la!! listen to this song make me even sad, make me wan to cry again.. so i say le, at night i cant listen to soft music only can listen to Rock, RnB genre.. see i prove i am correct..

dun think you nozz me well.. actually you are not.. so dun anyhow say or help me make decision.. you have change me and now you going to change me back to my old day.. dun you think you are chan ren..


today my frenz Kelvin's 23rd Birthday.. over here wish you happy always, quickly found your true love and may your wish come true..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
hmmm and he say this is the first time receive birthday message from girl.. O.o dunno real a not lehz.. haha.. if it real, den waaa i so lucky.. haha.. he say when he receive my birthday message to him, he feel very touch.. ooooooooo..... first time pplz feel very touch when receiving my birthday message.. waaa.. i so happy.. ^^ thank you..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Sunday, June 22, 2008 ' 11:29 PM Y
T_T my frenz Jasmine ar.. online lehz.. got things to ask you lehz.. haha.. T_T nobody dare to tell me, i nozz u very dare de.. so faster online ba.. my frenz all so shy and dun wan to tell me.. so i online can wait for you.. online online online!!! T_T i have only 4 girls frenz including you, and other 70 plus are guys... how can i ask them lehz.. OMG!! am i making too many guys de frenz le lehz.. OMG!! girls, tell me la.. dun shy la.. haha.. YEAH!! i nozz some le.. all thank to TRACY!! she finally tell me le.. haha.. =) thank you..


NOTICE: pplz interest to go concert opening by Punggol Secondary School, message me.. =) COMBINED PERFORMING ARTS CONCERT on


Aiyo, i dunno wan to go watch anot lehz.. FAN la... haha.. go or not.. go or not.. aiyo aiyo aiyo.. cant decide..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Friday, June 20, 2008 ' 11:10 PM Y
jus now, one of my online frenz chat with me.. and he keep talking about mast.. =.= keep asking me about that.. so er xin lor... why got pplz like that de lehz.. YUCK.. chatted with him for 30 mins.. den all the way i write no and dun have.. =.= i think i gonna block him.. chatted with him only 2 times.. haha.. and now i going to blocked him.. alot pplz keep talking about mast with me.. =.= i not interested at all lehz.. haha..

one of my online chat frenz even siao, ask me about my height and weight, religion etc.. =.=" ofcoz i didnt tell him lor.. tell them dunno what he wan to do.. i nozz alot of the guy want to nozz girlfriend out there de.. haha.. so every time they chat with me half way, they will ask this are u single or attached? haha.. den ofcoz i will write atached lor.. ^o^

today very boring and sian too.. nothing to do with the computer.. sian sian sian.. jus now evening, Kelvin asking me to go out watch movie with him next week when he free.. but i reject him.. coz i only nozz him for 2 or 3 days, he is the one that teaching me how to escape the talk.. haha.. he quite nice de actually.. den today i also keep rejecting alot of pplz, like giving them my handphone number etc.. didnt nozz them well i will not gave them my handphone number.. den some pplz ask me what i doing den i say chatting with bf.. haha.. den they jiu have no words to say le.. hehe.. clever right!! haha.. reject all the guys out there asking me to go with them.. hmmm.. keep rejecting someone de feeling not good de lehz.. but i have no choice, only can reject cant accept..

not yet 1 month, i have knew more than 60 online frenz.. waaa.. alot lehz.. haha.. all are guys and only 1 or 2 girls, cool lehz.. wahahaha..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Thursday, June 19, 2008 ' 10:42 PM Y
today morning at 7.41am, Wilson called me.. i was sleeping and my phone vibrated till i awake.. but i didn't answered the called.. so i went back to sleep, u nozz it so difficult for me to fall asleep.. i used 30 mins den i finally fall asleep.. after that 1130 i woke up, i was tired and i dun of waking up.. but afternoon need to go skool so need to wake up.. Sian lehz.. den i go wash up and eat my breakfast.. den still got time jiu online and chat with my frenz.. den gave one guy my handphone number.. hehe.. he quite nice de, so i jiu gave him lor.. den i reject 3 pplz from giving them my number.. very good le hor.. haha.. den he teach me something that can run away from the talk.. but ofcoz i wont run away lor.. haha..

when for the talk at skool.. hmmm quite sian de la. dunno what they talking about.. if i not wrong, they were talking about how to manage business ba.. haha.. but i can confirm that they was talking about business de stuffs.. hehe.. good le ba.. and here is the website about the talk.. the main topic.. http://www.shell-livewire.com/ but i dunno what is this website all about.. hehe.. coz too late le.. lazy to click what the website is all about.. so go check on your own wor.. haha.. den all the way, i was chatting with Tracy and also chatting about someone else.. woo woo.. hehe.. den we were hungry lor so we keep eating sweets.. haha.. den no water coz we reach early, the water not yet come.. den nvm la, go in lor.. sat at there for 2 hours without water.. but lucky Tracy have bought den i drank her water.. haha.. thank you.. den after tat wan to go Cafe1 but nothing to eat or drink de.. so never mind, go take bus le..

when home it was 5pm, den i ate my dinner.. *heng* mummy cook finish dinner already, jus nice i reach home.. hehe.. so i ate dinner.. den watch tv, watch half way around 6.29pm.. my handphone vibrate again.. is that Wilson called again.. but i didnt answered.. hmmm so i conti watching tv, dun cared him.. he really very fan la.. but nvm, dun cared him jiu ke yi le.. he morning also message me at 6.53am saying Good morning my sweet lovely gal r u awake leh.. den afternoon at 12.08pm message again saying hi sweetheart r u at home.. but i didn't reply him any of his messages.. i also have gave Tracy see his messages that he sent me, she say why he lidat.. haha.. hmmm who nozz lehz.. never mind, when the time pass, he wont message to me again.. he will have feel de that i didn't reply or answer his call.. he will stop messaging me or calling me one day de.. so dun worry too much..


One oF è NiCeSt ThiñGS
iN my LiFe Was kñoWiNG U
n EvEŇ iF I DoN'T Hav
WoRDs to Tell U,
I WaNT u to knoW
HoW MüCH i TReA$ üRe
ü SiNCe è däy I kñeW U..
GooD NiTEz..
(From my Frenz)

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ' 11:20 PM Y
Hmmm today went out with miao miao.. =D last minutes decide to go out de.. haha.. So about 1.30pm go to Compass Point meet her.. den she say she reach le.. So faster run den my shoes broke.. haha.. I call my mummy she say she bring down my shoes for me.. den she bring down 2 pairs, so I choose the flat one but still high de.. haha..


den goes take MRT to Orchard den walk to Far East Plaza.. In the Mrt, we chatted a lot.. and we chatted so long we still not yet reach.. We chatted 1 topic one stop.. haha.. we talk to fast le.. So the time pass too slow le.. haha.. I told miao that den she keep asking me so what to do chat next.. I say we go with the flow.. and YES, we did chat a lot too.. haha.. Reach Orchard it was raining heavily and lucky miao have bought umbrella.. haha.. Go I took the umbrella, den faster walk to Far East Plaza.. so I told miao that now we shop from the top to the bottom.. coz last time from bottom shop upward..

so now shop from the top den we take escalator up to the top.. den we shop shop shop.. den go in to He and She's shop, I wanted to buy the bracelet long time ago le but now I go there, dun have le.. den other type de not nice de so I didn’t bought.. So we continue to shop, shop shop shop, I thirsty le so go eat dessert.. We order Mango Pudding and I eat den still feel thirsty so I order Sago Honeydew with Aloe Aera.. den I keep asking miao which is Sago? Den miao say she also doesn’t know.. haha.. Can’t see clearly, both Aloe Aera and Sago are transparent de… haha.. so she say maybe I ate in I also don’t know... haha... den I say maybe ba... haha... so eat finish, back to shopping...go to basement saw one ankle, not so nice de but I still bought it.. haha..

den go 1st floor at the CHAMELON bought MASCARA.. haha.. hmmm but bought dao Brown colour de, i want Black de but i during i bought, i didnt see it.. haha.. den miao keep asking me to draw it out.. lol den i keep reject.. den miao jiu nag nag le.. haha.. but funny and fun.. =D so i say let me try lor, so i go try den hehe in the end i use hers.. haha.. den both of my eyes lid got white, brown and black.. 3 colours sia.. haha.. i draw so long until my leg tired le.. haha.. den we go KFC there and eat.. so sit there for about half an hour, we decide to go Somerset.. so we walked, walk for quite long and we reached, but we never go shop.. hmmm ya we have, we go OG and shops, from the bottom to the top.. haha.. den some building too.. den we walk again, next station we walked to Dhoby Ghaut.. at first, we go Somerset to see something.. (can't tell you all, it a secret between me and miao..) but miao say it too early, so i say okiie lor.. den we jiu didn't go le jiu go to Dhoby Ghaut lor..

reach Dhoby Ghaut, we go shop Spotlight, go look for miao thing too den also shop shop.. den dun have what she want jiu go Comic Connection, den jiu go there.. at there, miao bought her favourite book NANA and 3posters too.. den we at the Comic Connection stay for 15mins plus plus.. we keep walking the shop round and round.. haha.. den go acarade there walk 1 round.. haha.. we walked until our leg tired and no energy.. we didnt ret at all.. haha.. den go Carrefour there walked, walked for 1 hour plus plus.. haha.. den miao say she want to buy CF French Baguetta, so i say okiie, you buy i also want to buy.. haha.. den we contiune to walk..

den when we go cashies paid money.. there is system problem on the puddings that the ang mo mother and her children.. den the ang mo mother keep saying cancel it cancel it.. i dun wan that.. but the cashies guy i think he dunno what she mean ba.. den the malay mother keep naggy too.. she help the ang mo mother nag at him.. i think the cashies quite pitty de.. nobody help him and he scared too.. den the ang mo mother say 15mins le but it not yet 15 mins lor.. only 5 mins nia.. =.= she very rude too lehz.. she tot we Singaporans nice to bully wor.. WHAT UP MAN!!! den the cashies want to hurry up do the packing.. den my turn le, he still scare, i have make properly the plastic bag le den he keep doing it to open it.. den i tell him but he didnt listen dao so nvm.. he keep doing it den decided to change another one.. i didnt talk didnt rush him.. let him have his own time.. ^^

den go take MRT back home.. take that big plastic bag.. first time lor.. haha.. den at home, i ate that nia.. so that French Baguetta is my dinner.. sad lehz.. i ask my mumy not to cook mine coz i going out with miao den eat finish zai come back.. in the end dun have eat dinner.. haha..


now chatting with online frenz.. 2 days didnt online, only got 13pplz.. haha.. but i like.. few few better den hehe i bet will win le.. wahahaha!! chatting with one girl name Jasmine now study in SIM, keep chatting about ........ hehe cant tell u all.. it secret.. haha.. keep talking about those have de dun have de things.. haha.. cool lehz.. found someone talking about that.. not like my frenz, hai.. haha.. joking joking... i like my frenz the most.. hehe..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Monday, June 16, 2008 ' 2:39 PM Y
hmmm today i'm tired too.. yst slept at 2am plus and today wake up at 10plus.. sian lehz.. wake up coz during sleeping, i press dao my hand so my hand numb and so i wake up.. haha.. hmmm today got 7 pplz added me, i keep thinking, iszi my post been posted on .................. or what lehz.. why nowadays so many peoples added me.. and the 7 pplz added me, there is 1 girl.. =.= not interested lehz.. haha.. i post my tag at 19 May and now is 16 june, i have already know 42 online chat friends.. hmmm chat with one interesting guy now.. he say a lot of thing to me today.. he say he is a psychologist.. O.o here is what he say to me:

he say that couples who work out usually start with knowing each other other and large number of contact time.. also look sometimes similarities.. there is 1 kind of relationship call fatal attraction that is when the guy and girl are totally opposite such relationship usually buang.. because the qualities that attract suddenly become unacceptable to the other partners similarities... have a few levels: level 1, is when you only know the person at a shallow level like his favourite food and you share such similarities.. the deeper level is both share the same personality.. for example: both are introvert and both share the same belief that is what works out.. usually a guy will use tactics like associating himself with positive stuffs to hook girls.. and girls who suffer in relationships are those who look for adventurous, good-looking and guys who do not have a good career.. because of these shallow qualities many girls regret as people around them cannot accept the couples.. critical pt breaker comes when their livelihood becomes a problem... lastly, a lot of girls cannot take the stress of break-up.. and it is a fact that breaker usually suffer least stress after break up and breakee suffer the most stress after a breakup.. so i recommend that girls always initiate breakup first as when guys do that the damage is usually too great.. after breakup, guys will cut loose and move on.. that means THEY WILL NOT WANT TO CONTACT THE GIRL IN ANY WAY.. but the girls will try to keep the guy as friend.. food for thought.. another thing, they found out that in a breakup, there are two versions of story.. 1 is the real story only the couple know.. 1 is for the close friend... and last 1 is for the public.. so a lot of people don't get the real deal..

is he good? he say to me those things, i have already know since i in Secondary School.. haha.. but, i still very interested in what he say.. haha.. he quite nice right? hmm i think he wont lie to me that he is a psychologist hor?? haha.. i hope not.. =)

have these kind of friends are good right.. from all the 42 online chat friends, i only like 3 persons nia.. haha.. first is that Jerry, Alvin and lastly is him call Qin Xian.. dunno how old is him.. he say he just finished serving the army and now studying in university... i hope i can know more friends just like them.. =D


eeyer.. just now that Wilson call me again.. i switch off my handphone and i divert all the call to my home.. bullshit.. i just using computer in my room and that call my mummy answer.. dunno it was him.. YUCK.. i dun wan to divert call to my house again anymore le.. and he is so KPO, keep asking me questions.. WTH!! and keep asking me to meet him.. eeyer.. SUCK.. he not my friend.. HATE HATE HATE..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Sunday, June 15, 2008 ' 3:35 PM Y
sian sian sian.. very sian.. yerterday slept at 2am plus going to 3am.. den woke up at 11.50am by my mummy phone call.. but i didnt pick, lazy to walk to i lie on my bed until 12.20pm when my mummy come back home asked me to wake up.. i very sleepy now lehz.. dun have feeling now and eyes wants to close like that.. haha.. SIAN!!

login my MSN just now, hmmm was shock!! got 10 pplz added me.. hmmm but i feel sian le.. keep intro myself.. i very tired of that.. i wan to stop!! so whenever i login to my MSN, i always put busy busy busy.. haha.. but i not busy at all.. just busy not to intro myself again to others.. haha.. its not fun at all.. firstly, very fun but slowly slowly not fun le.. feel bored bored bored.. hope this will stop, 1 months pass and i feel bored.. no feeling to chat.. i wan to sleep le.. haha..

today is Fathers' Day and last friday is my biao ge Rainer and his girlfrienz's Adeline birthday.. my biao ge and his girlfrenz born on the same month same day but not same year.. hmmm they tgether quite a few months le.. i think got 2 or 3 years le ba.. quite long de.. when my biao ge come to Singapore for work, he after staying Singapore for 3 months, he now Adeline le.. Adeline knew my biao ge is her luck.. my biao ge always bring her go oversea.. haha.. anyway, wish them happy forever and stay forever.. =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
xxMUACKZxx
xxMUACKZxx
xxMUACKZxx

okiie.. gtg.. HATE CHATTING TO INTRO MYSELF LE.. haha.. off to rest.. =D dun disturb me now.. i not in a good mood..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Saturday, June 14, 2008 ' 3:44 PM Y
today login to my MSN, i got 8 new pplz added me.. haha.. hmmm so now i have the total of 25 online frenz.. waaa!!! so many!!! OMG.. haha.. but i like, i have frenz, simply frenz nia wor.. haha.. hmmm yst sleep at 2am plus.. chatted with my sister.. haha.. chatted with my sister dao 2am den i fall asleep le.. haha..

today my sister and her whole class plus Mr Tan go to Batan for holiday relaxing.. they going there coz they have pass their tests ( dunno is Prelim or O.. ) they going there for 2 days 1 night.. hmmm so nice, i also wan to go.. haha.. but i have go before le, didnt go with teacher before.. my teacher suck wor, didnt do this to us before de.. chey.. haha.. so they go early in the morning and come back tomorrow night.. hmmm and heard my sister say, her teacher say tonight got soccer so whoever wan to watch with him, go to his room.. haha.. so good wor.. =D

jus now chatted with three online frenz.. hmm one of them i think he quite nice.. he also have stead now and together for 2 years.. so long... hmmm but he say he and his girlfriend gonna break off soon coz they have quarrel.. hmmm 2 years, dun break off easily, precious now.. jia you.. ^^ hmmm i hate quarrel when steadying coz quarrel will surly break off de.. haha.. so when steadying, i usually dun like to quarrel.. haha.. another guy is very funny... not only he told me, there are some other guys also got tell me this things.. i added you from .............. den i always say i nozz.. den they will ask how you nozz.. i say coz i dunno you and so i nozz you saw it from ............. there.. haha.. but this guy continue the answer, he say what if he already know me, just that i dunno that i know him? den i say hmmm den i dunno le lor.. haha.. didnt think of that before.. haha.. cool!! haha.. another guy marhx, okiie okiie.. nth to say about him.. haha.. ya.. he say he in NS now and going to oversea study after service.. that all.. the end..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Friday, June 13, 2008 ' 2:27 PM Y
hmmm today wilson msg me in the morning again but i didnt reply him.. he send Good morning sweetie i miss u.. =.= eeyer.. everybody tell me not to reply him and answer his phone call.. hmmm i nozz le.. i wont reply and answer his call anymore.. =)

chatting with one new online frenz.. hmmm this guy also such a naggy person.. haii... what he talking, i have no interest listening.. i listening to my music and got pplz there interrupting me.. sian.. nozz what he say, he say i have no mood like gal coz last time get cheated an online gal.. den blah blah blah.. lame.. dun have mood to like gal den dun add gal in his msn la.. add guy lor den become gay.. chey.. he no mood to like gal den i also have no mood to nozz him well.. chey.. i only interest with pplz where they interest what i talking too.. finally stop chatting le.. YEAH!! chatting for 20min plus finally stop.. i can listen to radio de music again.. this radio channel is so cool.. the music at there so nice, gerne on Hip Hop and Rap..

FAN SHI WO LE!!! today de mood not good.. haha.. dunno why keep feeling frustrated and feel like scolding pplz sia.. haha.. i wan to beat PPLZ!! who can let me beat them.. haha... joking.. today have 3 more pplz added me in MSN.. how many hmmm i forget le.. haha.. anyway i have nozz the total of 17 online frenz.. hmmm quite alot hor.. such a few days time, i nozz 16 online frenz le.. some of them quite naggy and when i chat with them i dun feel happy.. dun like dun like.. that mean i have no interest to accept them as my frenz.. haha.. no like some of my online frenz, whenever i chat with them, i feel happy.. the words and action make me laugh.. haha.. thank you.. YOU MY FRENZ!! =D you are my KorKor.. haha..


i block of 1 online frenz jus noz, haha.. he is that naggy and saying his story out to me de.. say that he have no mood to nozz gal that one.. i block him, anyway dun feel to be his frenz.. haha..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Thursday, June 12, 2008 ' 9:07 PM Y
today Wilson message me and even call me.. he message me at 8.44am saying Good morning gal where r u wan meet now? in the afternoon 1.2pm, 1.52pm and 4.51pm, he call me 3 times.. 3 times using different number.. 1st is the other number, 2nd his number and 3rd is private number.. first two times i didnt answered coz i nozz it was him but den 3rd time i answered the call.. i tot is my frenz so i answer it, i didnt knew it was him.. i answered it and he start talking and asking lot of questions non stop... here are some questions i remember.. some forget le.. haha..

Wilson: he.. is this Cindy(me)
Me: Yupp.. you are??
Wilson: I'm Wilson..
Me: Oh..
Wilson: you at home alone?
Me: nope.. my parent at home too.. =.=
Wilson: you didnt go out marhx?
Me: have.. jus not today..
Wilson: you go out for what?
Me: =.= walking
Wilson: with who?
Me: my boyfriend (haha)
Wilson: oh.. where did he is now..
Me: somewhere in the world.. why wan to tell you!!!
Wilson: where your boyfriend stay?
Me: why wan to tell you!!!
Wilson: i'm your boy frenz..
Me: ya.. boy the frenz nia...
Wilson: wanna meet marhz?
Me: wait long long..
Wilson: why?
Me: coz i dun wan..
Wilson: ok la.. dun disturb you le..
Me: ok.. bye bye..
Wilson: i'll call you next time..
Me: anything.. dun call better..
Wilson: why..
Me: i dun like..
Wilson: i love you..
Me: i dun love you.. bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye..
Wilson: i love you..
Me: i hate you.. bye bye!!
Wilson: i like you..
Me: i dun like you.. i hang out the phone..

here are some i remember.. haha.. hai.. how to stop these lehz.. i dun think he is fan coz i can dun reply him.. but hor, i didnt reply him and now he call me up le.. anyway dun even take him as frenz le.. he not in the list now.. he out.. haha..

online now and have 3 pplz add me today.. one of them have chat before and he is very de wat.. he also have stead and he ask me.. u masturbate? i dunno what it mean so i go check dictionary.. although i dun get it, i can still understand it some of it.. so i say no.. dictionary say masturbate mean to give yourself or another person sexual pleasure by touching or rubbing the sexual organs.. why he ask this question? it seen like he is another pervert.. eeyer.. he not my frenz too.. haha.. OUT!!! wont talk to him anymore.. YUCK..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Wednesday, June 11, 2008 ' 3:15 PM Y
today i wake up, the unknown guy message me.. aiyo, i think tell you all who is he better hor.. keep saying unknown guy unknown guy very the what hor.. hmmm he is Wilson.. today he message me saying Good morning honey how you lately.. hai.. nevermind, didnt care that too much.. not only him call me that, my frenz too.. jus now he message me again say Hi sweetie wat i doin.. hai.. sian sian sian..

hmmm today wake up at 11plus.. haha.. nowaday keep waking up late.. wake up around 11plus.. haha..
jus now Rong Bao call me asking me wanna go eat pizza with them at C.P at 1.30pm anot.. =.= so early eat pizza where got nice, den i ask who got go.. he reply Xue Xia, Mei Mei, Jun Long and Jason..


hmmm i wan to go but i dun wan to see Mei Mei.. eeyer.. see her i rather go see others pplz.. YUCK!!! den i told him i thursday den give you answer.. but in the end i reply him dat i not going le.. haha.. i think about it, why should i go lehz.. go out with them not fun at all.. they always last mins den say wan to go where.. hmmm so i dun wan to go.. dun go can make me feel happy coz i wanted to forget them..


especially him, so many years have past, i have forget him and now he back in my mind again.. PLEASE LET ME FORGET YOU CAN ANOT!!! i cant take it anymore.. you been in my mind for 4 years... i wan to forget you... PLEASE PLEASE..


A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see,
it's you and me Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Tuesday, June 10, 2008 ' 11:00 PM Y
today that unknown guy msg mi again.. he like really dun understand what i mean.. be frenz also cannot be like that de ar.. he send mi "Hi where u sweetie" n "whr r u le" he is very strange.. =.= dunno how to say.. like 不死心一样。but i didnt reply him ofcoz de lor.. haha.. i wont reply him any message he send me de.. haha.. tonight quite busy, also of pplz to message.. haha..

jus now feel very frustrated.. dunno why.. maybe someone keep leading me to think wrongly ba.. what he/she say, i keep have the feel of jealous and angry.. u say u dun like her/him, but i keep having the feel you like her/him.. you keep asking mi for her/his things like info, what she/he think and many more.. you told me not to anyhow think, i dun have.. but this few days, you can make have that feel back again.. you nozz when i read yours message you send me, i very angry and i jus now almost cry out you nozz.. stop asking mi about her/his things and dun care her/him den i wont anyhow think le.. sometime, i dun feel about reply your message.. i hate!! i hate!! i hate!! please stop that.. i care about you and u care about pplz more.. you dun even nozz me much and you wan to nozz others pplz.. i think you nozz her/him much more than mi le ba.. i going to crazy le!!! i hate you.. I HATE YOU!!

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Monday, June 09, 2008 ' 10:57 AM Y
hmmm i have solve the unknown guy that keep msging mi.. he keep msging mi maybe i didnt tell him that i have stead le ba coz he keep msg mi.. morning at 9.19am msg to find out i still sleeping anot.. =.= hmmm den i tell him i have boyfriend, he say "well we can still be frenz ma and ask wat i doin?" =.= den he still alot of things den there is one question ask about i alone at home? OMG!!! but ofcoz i never reply him.. haha.. if i reply him den i think he will keep asking me questions.. never ending le so i didnt reply him.. hmmm dunno he understand what i wan to tell him anot.. the unspoken messsage behind the words..

yst sleep at 2am and den i wake up at 4.50am.. den when back sleep at 6am n wake up at 9.10am.. heard dao my phone vibrated.. so i wake up.. i saw 5messages!!! i bot yet sleep more than 10hours lehz.. my god!! haha... i wan to sleep but i cant.. how to sleep also cant fall asleep de.. strange strange strange.. i cant feel tired in my house de.. but when i step out of my house, i feel tired.. haha.. cool hor..

from the time i online till now, i chat with Tracy and Keng Siang for 1 hours goin to 2 hours le.. haha.. chat with them for such a lonnng time.. my hand feel tired... eyes gonna close le.. haha.. den also got chat with Iril.. eeyer, he is soo er xin lor... at first he making mi confuse den make mi mad.. chat with Keng Siang also the same.. until i gonna mad n gone crazy le.. haha.. than Tracy hmmm okiie okiie.. normal normal.. haha.. this that the different between chating with guy and girl.. haha..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Sunday, June 08, 2008 ' 10:49 PM Y
someone told mi that every guy,
have some bit of despo and flirt...
i think about it, actually he right..
if guy not despo and flirt..
i think he is gay or guai guai zi..(nice guy)
stay home and mother boy le ba, rite..
but such a nice guy out the world who dose not flirt,
is very few... 1 up of 10 ba..

so i think guy despo or flirt when they single nevermind de.. but if that guy despo n flirt when he have girlfriend.. hmmm i think that guy are bad.. he is not truthy love you... he jus play with you nia..

so guy out there despo n flirt, it is normal.. my frenz say so too.. so dun too calculate too much... find your happiness is the best..



* please dun ask me to go out this week (8 June till 25 June) as possible.. not because i busy, jus that i dun feel like going out.. i told myself last night, i dun wan to go out.. whose ever i go with, i dun think i will be happy playing with you all ba.. what i have make up, i will do it seriously.. nobody can change my mind, only me.. haha.. i will go out when i feel like going out if not i wont go out de.. that it what i want to say le.. i have reject 2 pplz le, so i dun wan to reject it anymore.. i will feel bad.. peiseh..



OMG!!! Sentosa got what things good la.. why everybody date me out is to go Sentosa la and also the same day.. so funny sia.. if i agree to go Sentosa, den i should ask those i rejected to go together le la.. one stone kill two birds 《一石二鸟》。。haha..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





. ' 5:49 PM Y
watch this short video, it recommended by my cousin.. dunno you guys have watch before anot.. it a long time le about 1 year, anyway watch before can still watch again.. when the time my cousin show us the video and i listen to it and i have cry.. her voice it so touchable and lovely.. so young can sing at this standard with feeling in it, it so amazing.. i was so touching.. want to see more, go youtube find more on it.. i think Connie sing "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" is the most touchable.. that is to mi la.. haha.. put all your emotion in that song.. sing with it if you feel that you wan to.. listen to every single words.. haha.. enjoy..


Connie Talbot '6yrs old' (Over The Rainbow)



Connie Talbot - Over The Rainbow (BGT Final)


I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Friday, June 06, 2008 ' 10:18 PM Y
i back home now.. hmmm go out with my online frenz Alvin.. but Thomas also got go too.. haha.. he scare so he ask for coming with us too.. so i say okiie.. den in the end i left Alvin alone.. didnt talk to him much.. haha.. peiseh wor.. haha.. den we go watch Kung Fu Panda.. hmm quite funny that i go watch with them and i reject Rong Bao.. haha.. he also going to watch this movie today.. asked mi to go along too but i reject.. haha.. coz i dun wan to watch movie but in the end watching with Alvin n Thomas.. haha.. Alvin is Rong Bao's frenz.. this world very small hor.. almost all my frenz i nozz got connected to my Primary Skool mates lehz.. haha.. after watch finish the movie, it about 6.30pm.. den Alvin go off first coz he goin Sentosa for meeting.. den i and Thomas jiu take cab go Pasis Ris look for Jian Yi.. he working there.. den i and Thomas go eat dinner.. but i dun have any appetites den he say must eat.. i not feeling any hungry la.. dinish eat go find Jian Yi.. so stay there until 8.50pm plus plus.. sian sian sian.. that guys, keep talking about games.. make mi so boring.. wat they talking, i one sentece also dunno lehz.. =.= nvm.. they talk, i can take a rest.. haha.. den take cab home too.. haha.. the end.. hmmm if can. i hope this week dun go out.. haha..


hmmm no need to scare de..
情爱的sotong..
hehe..
i will tell u watever you wan to nozz..
okiie..
i promise de, i wont forget..
i nozz wat i do...
i have limit too..
wont over doing it de..
dun worry..
放心吧。哈哈。

I ♥ my Teddy <3





. ' 1:13 PM Y
today online at 11am plus.. den my online frenz chat with him.. chat alot of working stuffs.. he ask mi to go work to earn money.. haha.. he ask mi to work at his work place.. so i ask my mummy can go work anot.. my mummy say cannot.. study important.. so i tell him i cant go out work, my mummy dun let mi.. den he say, tell your mummy that go out work can earn money den staying at home spending money.. so i say okiie, u wait ar i go tell.. den my mummy say dun wan la.. not good.. wan to work next year den work.. den i tell him i cant go.. hmmm next he ask wanna to go out today.. i say okiie lor.. haha.. but hor.. die la.. didn't nozz how he look like sia.. haha.. Rong Bao cant go coz he going to watch movie with them.. i didnt go, i reject him.. haha.. dun like to go watch movie.. refer shopping and playin or stay at home.. haha.. i didn't go out with Rong Bao and i go out with his frenz.. haha.. reject him n go out with others.. i hope later go out with that online frenz wont be bored.. he say he wont talk much.. i also.. den all the way still 6pm, will be very boring for sure de lor.. hmmm.. never mind.. boring jiu boring lor.. haha.. end here.. gtg bathe and prepare to go out with him le.. back home zai post again.. =D

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Thursday, June 05, 2008 ' 11:18 PM Y
crazy crazy crazy.. that unknown boy is crazy.. msg mi at 8.38am early in the morning ask what i doing.. but i never reply him back.. den 6.18pm, he msg mi again ask where i am.. =.=" he crazy.. i dun even nozz him at all.. how old he is, studying or working and whatever de la.. so why i wan to tell him where i am and doing what lehz.. =.= chey.. he is so irrtating, keep asking mi to meet him at night.. and ask what will i do tomo and today got go out marhz.. what i do tomo mind your business marhz.. chey.. i think he looking for wrong person n think wrong too le.. i not the tpye that go out with stranger and is at night de... haha..

today dun have things to do.. only keep messaging messaging nia.. haha.. got Tracy, Jian Yi and Unknown Guy.. my whole evening messaging to those 3 persons.. hmmm that nevermind, at least i nozz Tracy and Jian Yi.. but that Unknown Guy, hmm i quite angry de.. Jian Yi, special and qi ji wor.. never message mi de suddenly message mi on what i doing.. i ask him why and he answer: i boring now.. hmm he boring jiu message mi.. haha.. waaa her my frenz wor.. boring still can think of mi messaging him.. haha.. YOU MY BEST FRIENDS!! thank you.. haha.. i like been chatting with Jian Yi, his message will make mi happy jus like Iril.. but Iril keep asking for girls.. =.= 不是真心的和我聊天。只是把我当红娘而已。哈哈!我要的是一个真心沉一的和我聊天。这样我还批较满意。哈哈。 at night, jiu message to Thomas.. hmm still got that Unknown Guy.. but i never reply his message sometimes.. haha.. boring and junk message.. haha.. nothing to reply him..

i think one day i could setter down and talk to him properly.. tell mi what he wrong.. keep asking mi to go out meet with him at night..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Wednesday, June 04, 2008 ' 10:45 PM Y
Holiday le.. YEAH!!

today same time go take bus.. reach tamp saw Mrs Sim, my CRN teacher.. chat with her awhile den i jiu wait for Tracy.. waited her for 10mins plus.. OFC (office communication) test paper was difficult but somehow easy too.. half half.. haha.. section A de passage cant understand wat it mean.. hehe.. section B is the Enquiry Letter so hmm quite easy but i nozz i have make mistake on one paragraph.. haha.. but i didn't change it coz no time le.. no many things have to correct so i give out.. haha.. Section C is Email, i do it very slow. i didn't notice dao.. i tot still have alot of time left but left 30mins.. so i faster write n do the last section on Minutes of Meeting.. i faster read n write down.. and i manage to finish it in 10mins.. =.= hmm i do too fast le.. 1st time ever do so fast.. haha.. den finish all the paper, time left 20mins.. so i faster read n go through my answers.. den still got time, i jiu rest first.. write too fast, hand pain pain le.. haha.. 10.30am, time up.. give paper to teacher.. hmmm it holiday now.. exam finish.. can rest n sleep le.. haha.. today dunno why keep having gastric pain.. from morning at skool till night.. now finally fine le.. not pain le.. woo.. hate that pain sia..



just now, there a unknown guy chat with mi..
dunno him at all..
he crazy!! sot sot..
ask so many about my personal things..
how old am i,
stay whr, blk wat, hobby, skool at whr,
handphone number, birthday,
am i the only child?
Friday night wat will i do?
wat i do everyday, wat i do at home,
wat time i wake up and sleep,
and ask to go out..
he crazy!! i dunno him why i wan to go out with him lehz..

Crazy Pplz

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Tuesday, June 03, 2008 ' 8:04 PM Y
today wake up the same time and go skool the same time too.. reach tamp interchange at 7.05am.. so ealy den wait for Tracy for 5mins plus.. reach skool at 7.35am.. i look at my watch n see the time, i shocked!!! 7.35am nia.. i ask Tracy to confirm what time on her watch, she say 7.35am ar.. waaa!!! 7.35am lehz.. early sia.. nvm.. so go take a sit and read book until 8.10am.. hmmm Keng Siang was late again.. he late come and early go off.. he not yet do finish sia jiu go off le.. haha.. ask him why so fast go lehz.. he ask becoz he wan to go toilet.. =.="" just becoz of going toilet, he never do finish and went off.. he so funny sia.. haha..


today de CRN test paper was qiute easy but also have some difficult questions that i dunno.. didnt read.. hehe.. after that went to tamp to shop with Tracy.. but first is go to eat.. so i order Tom Yan Seafood Soup w/o rice.. hmmm i was hot, spicy, sour n bitter sia.. smell the soup first time, it was bitter n sour.. den eat it, it was sour and hot.. haha.. i didnt smell the soup when i eat.. haha.. i also dunno why.. when i nozz, i have already eat finish half of the soup le.. haha.. woo!! the soup make mi numb.. both of my hands and my mouth all numbed le.. haha.. so cool.. shoi man!! haha.. eat finish got energy jiu go SHOPPING.. haha.. shop all the shops that sell accessory.. haha.. shop from tamp mall to century square until whitesand.. haha.. cool hor..

exam not yet finish, i jiu start my shopping le.. hmmm shop finish about 2pm take bus 21 to tamp.. a double decker bus.. nobody at the top only us nia.. haha.. so cool den take bus 27 home.. hmmm going to meet YOU but haha i miss my way out.. so in the end HE come look for mi.. haha.. lost way quite fun lehz.. got that scary scary feeling n stranger place that never go n walk before de.. haha.. den take bus.. inside the bus i was very happy but when YOU say got thing to tell mi.. i was very angry that you talk about that thing.. why wan to compare mi with other lehz.. why mus do what other pplz have do.. i dun like.. i hate it!!! my happy mood give you make until i so angry.. hmmm drop down at the bus stop n i take bus 83 home.. the bus also have nobody until it reach the end to interchange.. haha.. so cool man.. haha..

tomo last test le.. it is OFC (offfice communication) the difficult module.. hope tomo paper is easy and time pass slow.. so that i have lot of time to do le.. haha..


at bus 21.. empty de.. only mi n Tracy..
at bus 83.. empty too.. only mi alone..

dun make mi angry or unhappy..
i hate it alot..
dun make mi change my character..
you wont like it de..
dun say i didnt warn you !!!
haha..
joking nia..
above words are fake..
dun take real..
haha..

jus now Iril chat with mi..
he call mi darling suddenly..
i was shock..
i tot he chat wrong person sia..
so i asked him n he say nope, is corret..
is you.. darling.. XD
he today crazy le.. anyhow call..
haha..
he always chat with mi intro gurl to him =.="
you fan bu fan.. keep asking..
i not doing business of dating or intro gurl..
i not 红娘.
dun keep asking mi to intro gal to you la..
i dun have the type of girls you like la..
haha..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





.Monday, June 02, 2008 ' 6:16 PM Y
HOR!!! i was very angry and also going crazy when message her.. tell you all what happen.. on Sunday morning, i message to one of my girl's friend asking her about going out with THEM.. so i message her:

Me: you going out with them on 6 June marhz?
she: no.. you?
Me: dunno.. not sure.. why you dun wan to go?
She: dun wan lor..
Me: why still have exam not yet finish ar??
She: no.. i finish on 5 June. you? i ask my Boyfriend first. cause got boy ma.
Me: i finish on 4 June. lol got boys but also got girl.. got me lehz.. i girl lor..
She: i ask him first lor.. you got go?
Me: hmm if you go i will go lor.. if you dun have den i will not go lor..
She: your boyfriend got go? if he got go i ask my boyfriend go.
Me: huh? why ask him go.. we going with "THEM" lehz.. ask our boyfriend go for what? THEY single we couple lehz.. i dun think they want to be gooseberry..
She: oh i dun wan to go lor..
Me: why? your boyfriend 管你很严啊?
She: no la.. cause got boy ma..
Me: not only boys, there also got girls lor.. got 4girls and 2/3 boys nia lor.. like last time we go out with THEM..
She: I dun wan la..
Me: because there is boys?
She: i feel like dun wan to go..
Me: okiie.. anything..

THE END!!!

OMG!!! i cant stand it.. you totally change.. because got HIM, you dun wan to go out with us.. he very good to you marhx.. what he have give you to make you change.. tell me!!! he got that LOVE you marhx or you LOVE him dao what he want you to do you also agree.. you letting him control your life.. what you do i dun care.. just that why go out with us must bring him along?!?! nobody know him accept mi and den we going for "friend gathering" and not "ONE ON ONE couple dating".. want to date, another day la.. got so many weeks of holiday for you to date with him, no need to scare no time.. didnt see each other for ONE DAY will DIE marhz.!! chey.. there is not only boys, there is also girls.. girls more than boys you know!! ask you to go along cause long time no meet le.. they are your BEST friends, girl's friends and boy's friends.. there boys over there not to ask you love or fuck them.. so no need to say "oh because there is boy so dun wan to go".. why last time go out with them, you never say oh because there is boys so dun wan to go.. last time go out with them, you and him have already stead.. why now cannot lehz.. why now you have to ask him for permission and ask him to go along?!? what wrong with you!!! that time go out, you have fun too.. rmbr.. you smile happily and talk with them alot.. why now change?!? i think next time go out or whatever again, i think no need to waste time calling you anymore.. you have HIM jiu enough le rite?! RITE!! chey..

I ♥ my Teddy <3





. ' 1:06 PM Y
hmmm this week exam le.. scary sia.. today wake up at 6am n sleep at 12am plus.. den 7.15am reach tamp.. wait for Tracy awhile den take bus.. reach skool 7.40am.. early early early.. sit down outside comp lab until its time.. today de OSA test quite easy.. i do 1hour 15mins jiu finish all.. but when look through back, i found out i have make mistake.. actuslly i dun wan to change de.. coz is waste of papers.. but in the end i decided to change n print it out.. haha.. coz i tot that papers wasted is not the MOST important.. is that the MOST important is my exam result.. so i decided to print out.. hmmm wasted alot of paper.. hai.. *sad sad* to make mi satisfied need to wast papers.. >:( hmmm do finish i rest dao the time is out.. haha..

tomo is CRN.. the same time.. so have to wake up early again.. T_T hmm must say this 3 days must wake up very early.. all the test papers start at the same time.. hor.. hope today can faster sleep and tomo test paper will be easy.. 加油!加油!

I ♥ my Teddy <3







THAT GIRLY

~make mi laugh when i
-> sad
-> bored
-> angry
-> lonely
-> leave me alone
~taller n stronger
~DUN LIE TO ME..
~NO EMPTY PROMISE
~ONLY LOVE ME
~Straight-forward
~Dun ask the qns i dun like
-> about my frenz
~Dun force me to do the thing i dislike


HATEY

.:. pplz copycat mi
.:. liars
.:. Empty Promise
.:. Irritating
.:. Backstabbers
.:. Attention Seekers
.:. Attitude
.:. Lonely


LOVEY

.:. Serf Net
.:. Shopping
.:. Going oversea
.:. Chat with Friends
.:. Watch movies
.:. Listen to songs
.:. Ah Bangs


Piggie LalaxY


CareMeY

~Boyfriend
~Bag
~Handphone
~Freedom
~Bears
~True Friends
~Boy Friends
~Love
~Care
~Money$$.. hahas
~No worries

HER JourneyY

Alvin
Ida
Darling
Elkan
Lilina
Lilina
Rong Bao
Rong Bao
Stephanie
Sheryln
Y.S.L


CLASS QAY

Li Jun
Kamini
Karrie
Pinky
Sheermeen
Fiona
HiuLin
Recheal
Li Mei
Joanne
Jia Wei
Esther


RINGmeY


MEMORIES

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